Sunday, January 4, 2009

Why?

I try to control my feelings all the time, but why?????? why you just can't tolerant with me?? I'm just a girl, nothing but an ordinary girl. All i want is a little bit love from your bottom heart. Why your so selfish to keep it? Why? Do you even think about my feelings before? Why you want do this to me? Why?

My heart been sliced into pieces.
Don't know what's the meaning of love.
Don't know why all my love story changed to tragedy.
Don't know how to cure it.
Maybe this is one of the reason why we have lesbian in this world.

I try to appreciate what i have now! Im trying hardly now! Please don't pull my spirit down..
The best revenge is forgive someone with a smile. Will to do the same thing to me?

What i can do is to show them i can live better ever before to those people who hurts me before.

10 comments:

  1. The Difficulties of Quest a matter you may unknown and feeling everything done by aside with you, may never think it happens other side, Boy is Boy although He could be loyal until first and last.

    When it hurts so bad,
    why does it feel so good?
    I wish this all made sense,
    I wish I understood.
    Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside,
    but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try.

    You know how I feel about you,
    and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you,
    but it's so hard to do when I can't even be next to you.
    Why does it gotta be so complicated?

    Loving you feels so right,
    but at the same time,
    knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night.
    I just want this to be simple,
    I just want you here with me,
    to look into your eyes,
    be held in your arms...then I'd truly be happy.

    Right now this distance between us is out of our control,
    but I'm still hoping one day soon,
    I'll get what I'm wishing for.

    you like thats why i wrote :P

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  2. u wrote whats inside my heart. thanks, Zodi.
    i like it very much. Thanks to be with me.

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  3. Let us just bring them on, Ken Ken!! Show them what we could get and achieve in our life!!! We wont lose to bad guys after all. Love ya, muaks...Erinn will always support Ken Ken!! Let us make miracle happens!!

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  4. 黄昏晓 王心凌

    永遠最愛荷荷的
    有人说
    天刚要黑的时候
    在天边出现的第一颗星星
    它叫 
    风吹呀吹 
    吹呀吹 
    吹在黄昏的空中
    我飘呀飘 
    飘啊飘 
    飘不进你的心中
    问一问风怎么说 
    也不能解释所有的痛
    到不如问一问我 
    风吹呀吹 
    吹呀吹 
    吹在微凉的梦中
    我追阿追 
    追阿追 
    却停在原地不动
    风为什么还不走 
    陪着我安静等你划过
    我不再问为什么 
    拥抱的温度 
    只有你清楚
    通往幸福的旅途
    黄昏才领悟 
    该往哪里停驻
    我用一辈子
    风吹呀吹 
    吹呀吹
    风吹呀吹 
    吹呀吹

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  5. i didnt keep it, just you can't feel it. I'm giving us time to cool down but you just messed it up, AGAIN. I dont know why we still need to argue even though i have told you what we really need now, I really dont understand. Is that i'm not clear enough? Or you cant even feel what i did? You said your heart been sliced into pieces, how about mine? Did i tell you before that my heart become powder? AND afterthat, what you did to me AGAIN? same thing, you still keep hurting me. Then this is my question for you "Why? Do you even think about my feelings before? Why you want do this to me? Why?
    " Can you answer me?

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  6. Ken ken, you think too much le.
    Do what you should do now, study but not love.
    Study is priority, love put aside now.
    Think of heart break won't give you any benefit. In fact you pull your self down easily, i rather you do some more exercise outdoor release some energy than sitting at home facing the helpless pc and internet.
    Making you aside from people.
    Do you think you really need love by this time meh? Really important? Really really important?
    When time past by, time flows, your memories follows time go little and little. Let it be, as it is a memories only. This is worth as you had already experience it.
    If you really need love, why not give other a chance? a piano boy was so interested with you, give him a chance la. give him a chance to take care of you la.

    All these i'm talking to ken ken only.

    不是你得不到,而是时间没到。
    还有,我们做男子的, 要是得不到, 不是潇洒点对自己说: next, 啦! 反正你不要,还有大把人要!

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  7. yup...yee hong..u say wat i wan to say to ken2 alry..
    ken2...now study are more important than having a boyfren or wat...
    just focus in study 1st...and get good result 1st..
    i ask u..if u have a relationship now..can u really study well??can u really get good result for ur study??
    ken...if u cannot have a good ending in this relationship..then let it go lo...
    u will be more suffer if u force urselves to have this realtionship..
    ken2..trust me...don just because of one relationship make u give up other relationship in the future..
    if the guy don't wan u...then he the one who loss...cos he don know how to appreciate u..
    u still young gal...sure got other guys wan to start a new relationship with u in the future...include me well~~hehe~~~

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  8. ken ken... remember to open ur mouth lo when u sad or angry hehe.. SMILE ALWAYS... don spoil ur mood coz of sth... just let it be.,. u can do it... REMEMBER TO SMILE......... :-)

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  9. inamoto,

    y ur comment always be the special 1??
    haha.. thanks ya~

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  10. May be fred got his own points there!! Hate to stuck between two of you because I love both of you!!!

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