my ex bf ... (part 2)

May9, 2008- now is 3.47am. I can’t sleep well. I continue to read my short story.
I woke up around 12pm something. He hasn’t opened his hp. I bring my hp everywhere cos I don’t want to miss his call again. I started to touch up my bedroom. I played mp3 and open the fan and air-con. I hope with those sounds, I can cover my cried as my mum is outside the living room. I don’t want her to worry about me. Then, I discover some picture- the picture he gave me in the trip to china. The clothes he buys for me, shoes, belt, and jewelries and so on. He’s memory had filled a big portion in my heart and so am my bedroom. Both of my eyes were in pain. I went to my big brother’s room and watch drama. This had made my eyes better cos I stopped crying while watching drama. I started to look outside the window frequently. Will he come to my house? Cos every time we argue, he will waiting outside my house. But not this time. He didn’t come today. Maybe he didn’t know where I live as I had moved to other place. Or maybe he is busy working now. Or maybe he is on his way to Ranau-the place where his mother live.

Time pass very fast. I haven’t prepared dinner. I’m very tired. I’m not hungry. I only took one small pau as my breakfast this morning. I decided to take a bath then continue to watch drama. I lost to from 52.25kg to 52kg. It’s good news for me.

I had msg his brother; see that whether he can tell me what my bf condition is now. I’m worried about him.

2.57am- finally he call me. I was very happy. I was lying on bed but couldn’t sleep too. He told me how he feels and told me a lot of things. Aiya, he really cares about that stupid excuse I lied to him last time. I’m very sad, a bit disappointed. He should follows what he feels but no the stupid words I said. I keep crying. He asked me to meet tomorrow. My feelings?? Happy until don’t know how to describe. Wakakaka. I hope to meet him as soon as possible. Wondering what is our ending.